That is what I’ve been feeling lately. I feel like many people at work are using me somewhat to do things that I don’t think I should be doing at all. I admit it was partly my fault for being a little bit too helpful. I just can’t really help it somehow; it was me being me after all.

I feel like no one is really there to support me anymore. I guess all those work are really getting to me lately, which surely means that I really need to get some vacation. I don’t really like going on vacation, perhaps it could be because I am a somewhat lazy person to begin with.

Anyway, at a time like this even the idea of going on a vacation seem so alluring to me. Perhaps it was just a matter of when and where to go, although my favorite vacation would be spending the whole day doing nothing, just relaxing and having fun the whole day. Read the rest of this entry »

It has been a while since I last went home under the rain. I don’t really mind rain, especially since the weather is so dry lately, not to mention that the heat is uncomfortable. Even at night, the temperature is very hot and the air is so humid it makes me welcome the rain even more.

It feels colder tonight because of the rain this evening. Of course the rain makes the traffic jam worse, but it was a welcome change nevertheless. I am also glad because my roof is leaking no more. Considering that the rain was quite heavy although somewhat brief, it was a relief indeed. Read the rest of this entry »